The end of an era, the start of…. I don’t know.

If you are a follower of this blog and are now reading this. <y hats off to you. Thank you for visiting even though I have been away for yours.

A lot has happened, but of that lot, the most important and impactful one was last October 15th thing that could possibly happen became reality. At half past 9 that evening, my lovely beautiful wife gave up her fight against (what we thin was) Neuroleptic Malgnam Syndrome. A very rare side effect of anti psychotics. She was 57 years and 15 days old. I will miss her forever.

Lijda and I have been married for 22 years and we have been together for 25. She was my light, my inspiration, my rock. Everything I did, Everything I was, it was all for her.

So.. now I have to find something to do and maybe bringing back my blog is one of the options. But where will I go with it. It has always been a thing that was as loose sand, hanging together by thoughts and ideas and ideals.I don’t know if this is still something I can do.

But that is for later. I just wanted to make this post so you know I am still around and might return to blogging. I know I know… I said before so I make no promises. But who knows what the future might bring.

much love

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About Mavadelo

Dutch, Pothead, Married since 1999, once homeless officially homed since uh...I guess somewhere around 2006. Music lover (anything but techno) Animal friend (in general, dogs and cats more specific, wolves rule though), Happy (most of the time) Pacifist, optimist but also sarcastic, cynical and philosopher (big word, if I find a better one....) oh... Gamer, PC freak, Software junky, bottom level hacker (lol i can "hack" some of my games but t.b.h others did the work, I just apply their knowledge) all around "can you fix my pc Martin" guy did I mentioned married?

2 thoughts on “The end of an era, the start of…. I don’t know.

  1. Martin, A good start to just post & explain your loss of dear Lijda. I have such confidence, to the extent I know you, that with your strength & excellent mind you are going to take on some worthwhile cause somehow connected to Lijda. And your website may promote what you do. Phil


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